1/8/10

Dear Bazlers,

MY TESTIMONY

While going through a very stressful period in my life in 1994 I met with an accident in which my car burst into flames while I was driving. This incident nailed the last blow that was required to topple my already failing mental state.

I was diagnosed as suffering from Bipolar Disorder and had sought treatment over the years which have provided temporary relief but no permanent cure. Physicians told me that it is an incurable condition and I will have to live with it all my life. As the years went by I lost motivation in my career and did not have any thing much to hope for in life. It seemed as though I had lost the battle and life did not have much meaning.

Very recently a high school teacher of mine by name Mr.George Behanan who is a Christian worker today challenged me that with God all things are possible and God can give a complete cure if we go to him in faith and prayer. He gave me a copy of the book - "The Battle field of the mind" by Joyce Meyer and "Fueled by faith" by Jennifer Kennedy Dean. What I found in these books were very great insight much different from the common teaching and I felt a lot encouraged and felt that there was hope ahead.

All these gave me the faith to pray to God to heal me and I prayed this on Dec 31, 2009. I confessed everything to God and gave my whole life to him. I feel totally relieved of my emotional distress I have had for 15 years which no medicine could cure. I am a new creation now - a new person in Christ - made whole by the blood of Christ. Praise God!! Halleluah!!

I will continue medication as long as medical advice tells me to do so. However my emotional problem is gone and the battle won.

Samuel John

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1/28/10

i remember you folks, and sittin in my 'doctor's' office one day with your materials and talking to him about them, and he became incensed, outraged, calling the info you provide lies, think the guy is an atheist, im so called bipolar, since 1992, been on lithium, paxil, and klonopin, - i want to know how to get off them, isn't it interesting, in all my years of seeing these 'weird' people that call themselves doctors, not once have i ever seen a doctor that has the so called condition i have, or that the 'patient' has, but also, none of them are christians! so how am i suppose to relate to them................ well, once, i did know this 'guy' when talk therapy so called was more emphatic than pills, drugs, medications so called, well this guy claimed to be a born again christian, but i could tell he put his 'job' of psychology ahead of his being a christian, just like you tried to do at one time lisa, combining 'christian psychology' and you found it doesn't work,...........i have your book somewhere, buried in my apartment, or in storage, i did read alot of it and skimmed over it also, all this is so exciting to know you can be free of all this garbage, garbage that the world accepts as fact without question, garbage that the church accepts in the same way, it makes me so sick and angry that they readilty accept it without question, - sheep being led to the slaughter,.................well, i've been taking this garbage pills since 1992, and i desie so badly, to be off of these pills,..........i have been tricked, they say they're not addictive, but then why each time i try and go off them, i can't even stand up or think straight? my mind spins, my balance goes, it's horrible - they're answer is - oh, that's because your body needs it, well, i know the real answer is because i've been taking this crap for so long that now i am addicted to it when i never needed it in the first place, is what i believe, so many lies, a world of conspiracy, so many lives ruined and suicides also, this anti christian psychology and psychiatry is to answer, so many people should be in jail and/or even tried and executed for their lies and involvement in this garbage,..........this whole thing is such a joke and so depressing, there's more joy in fellowship with the Lord and other believers for 1 minute than all the years of this garbage put together,...................i hate it so much, with a passion,..........it's only people like yourselves that i can seem to relate to, it seems everyone else has bought the lie, hook, line, and sinker, even so called 'christians',................i not only want to show and prove them wrong, but for me, personally, i want to get off this crap - lithium, paxil, and klonopin, maybe you can help me out somehow in this area